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The joke is too obvious.
I dont watchBig BrotherorThe Challenge.
Whats a special-edition triple threat reality star, model, registered nurse to do?
I think theyre nuts.
I feel better when Im doing something that has nothing to do with myself.
I only worked three shifts during the summer, but I worked them back-to-back-to-back.
Does the Hamptons even feel like vacation at that point?It does not feel like vacation.
Whats the drama, whos fighting, whos going out?Not I.
The girls are staying in the bed.
Thats my favorite part.
Glam is really my specialty, but it needs to be cohesive.
How did you find the seagull costume teased in the trailer?Zoe …
I didnt, okay?
Listen to me, this costume …
I was at the hospital.
Okay.You have to order by Tuesday for it to get to the house in time.
Ive missed the deadline.
My producer calls me and shes like, What are you being for the party?
I go, What party?
I had to have an assistant run around the city.
When I get fixated on something that I could make really funny, I have to do it.
Im gonna be a seagull.
I sent them to Abracadabra to get contact lenses.
She brought everything to my house so it was all there when I got home Thursday night.
Me and Amanda just sat there and plaster-molded this beak to my face.
What did you make of the fan reaction to season eight?The reaction was crazy.
The fans are amazing, but I dont necessarily ride the waves with the fans.
When youre high, they love you.
When youre low, they kick you sometimes.
Thats not necessarily real life, either.
Its just me and my therapist working out things one day at a time.
When people are like,Dont listen to what the fan base is saying, Im like,How?
You already had some perspective by the time season eight aired.
How did you want to show up at the reunion?I am a fucking crybaby.
I see what your intention was and how you played this.
It was really impactful.
The emotions made it that much more heartfelt.
It really is crazy.
Im not the fastest to make friends with people.
Kyle obviously has a soft spot.
Kyle is also a crybaby too.
He is very protective of me, Amanda, and Paige, even though we beat him up sometimes.
He truly is like our brother.
And I dont think I had ever told any of them that, especially the boys.
The person who heard my grievances the most was definitely Paige and a little bit of Amanda.
It was probably their first time hearing it.
Look, I dont know if it was productive or not.
I dont do a ton of press anyway.
No offense, hate talking to press.
Its not my favorite thing, and so I stayed quiet.
I dont think I will do a tell-all or sit-down on a podcast and talk about it.
My family has to read article after article.
My friends have to read article after article.
People are posting clips if you went on a podcast.
All of these things have to do with me, and you are liking it because youre getting attention.
I wouldnt necessarily do that to you.
But I cant expect someone to operate the same way I do or be as buttoned-up.
It just felt like cheap press.
I kept my mouth shut.
Meanwhile, youre acting like youre the man, cause lets be real, you bagged me.
Its ironic to say he didnt want to be attached to you.Every press story is about me.
Its very disrespectful and there is a lack of empathy for me.
I guess the rising stardom overtook him, which I get.
Thats why I feel like you have to be very cautious.
Press, Im sorry, is not our friend.
They want to write.
Theres a lot of power in being silent on some things and seeing how it all plays out.
What did you need, either from him or just in general, so that have a fun summer?
I have been summering with these people now for forever.
To be quite frank, I was here first, and I was doing it without him.
I can do it with him or without him, still.
I wasnt gonna let him influence the pop in of summer I had.
Was he gonna get the same version of me?
We have a very natural friendship.
Do I trust it 100 percent?
Im always skeptical of everyone, but I do feel like me and Jesse have a really good friendship.
Jesse, of course, wants to be back to the trio, but whatever.
Its like, One time five years ago …
They caught on fast and were always down.
They were a lot of fun.
They could match Kyles energy.
This is out of pocket, but would Carl ever be back on the table?
At all?On whose table?
Heard.If you guys think Im ever doing another house romance, youre out of your minds.
Why do you think men always bring you to their family home?Because theyre bored.
They do stuff strictly for their validation.
They also love wasting your time, to be straight up.
Its nice to see people continuously asking, When isCodependentscoming back up?
I gotta talk to Mya.
Although, similar experiences because youre like,Who do I trust, who would I not trust?
There have to be transferable skills.Watch your back.
Dont close your eyes and wash your face cause you dont know whos coming in to kill you.
But me and Bob are attached at the hip.
I just loved him.
They are my people.
I love Dolores, we were very close.
Youre young, youre hot, youre cool.
Is Kyle a good DJ?just put in that she rolls her eyes first.
Hes actually not bad.
